Monday, 1 August 2016


After all we are just human beings. 
We have our flairs and weaknesses. 
We bleed and feel pain. 
And pain is meant to be felt. 

Tuesday, 21 June 2016

Monday, 11 April 2016


It's hard being an adult. Responsibilities. You are also being a more important species in the world. You don't get away with things that easily anymore.

Friday, 1 April 2016

Le sweets

Kinder Bueno. 
Means Kid's Land. 
It is. 

Basically that's the theme for the 2 weeks. 

Stella @19 deg

At 19 degrees. 
Smells like Auckland. 

Sunday, 27 March 2016


I love bracelets.
Triple them please. 
Not all. But a certain ones. 

Beautiful minds. 

Wednesday, 23 March 2016

Glossed Over Paper

Social media is a glossed over version of people's life. 
And that's why I remained in that not so comfortable area of propaganding my life to others. 
If you have to take 10 shots over for a perfect shot to upload it to social media. 
Then where's the authenticity of that?
People used to take raw shots in 35mm kodak film camera. 

Whatever came out is there and that. 
Where do we draw the line?
Or I'm just overthinking like i always do. 

Sunday, 13 March 2016

British indian

I dont think people blog that much anymore. In a world where privacy is almost non-existence, i would say blogging is another platform you can still have a soft-presence to the world without  having it too much  
Do ppl still blog anyway?

I am in a dire need of time. Work has been too awesome to describe at. On a plus side i tripled that load by venturing entrepreneurship. 

And its a lovely Sunday morning. It crossed my mind if i were not to be A Malay. I would have been an Indian. Or British. 

Thursday, 31 December 2015

Goodbye 2016

Welcoming 2016 with an open heart. 
Come what may I am ready. 

Friday, 25 December 2015

6km next

I can now run 4km non stop. 
Its a god damn achievement for the year. 

Of course there's a price to pay for it. The next day it left me with a high-fever that lasted for 4 days.
I felt myself lighter. I shed 4 kilos out of regular gym sessions sans chocolates. Now my tongue palate has shifted. 

You're awesome. 

Sunday, 20 December 2015

Friday, 11 December 2015

A number please

Evaluating your own life is hard. 
How do you rate it?
Out of ten. 
You have an honest choice to rate it raw.  Or put a number so that you believe the rawness is exaggerated. 

A number please

Evaluating your own life is hard. 
How do you rate it?
Out of ten. 
You have an honest choice to rate it raw.  Or put a number so that you believe the rawness is exaggerated. 

Thursday, 3 December 2015


Its hard when ppl dont get you. Im a pesismisst by nature. And it dont always freaking mean "negative". It just means shes critical and have some dialectical thinking going on and for heaven sake dont judge and just play along with her intelectual thinking no matter how screw up her opinions are. N i have a lot of whatever shebangs blabla n sorry u cant handle it. 

Sunday, 29 November 2015

Can we please be friends!!!

That moment when u found a seller selling books by Rumi, Kahlil Gibran, Haruki Murakami, Harry Potter, Linkin Park CDs, a guitar, converse shoes, a dreamcatcher, and Walt Withman. 

Thursday, 26 November 2015


1. Bonzai
2. Scented candle
3. Dreamcatcher
4. Bath & body works body mist
5. A new perfume
6. A musical box
7. Jewellery box
8. Make up organizer
9. New foundation
10. Compact powder
11. New sneakers

Tuesday, 24 November 2015


Iman will turn 3 by February next year. She's growing up so fast and mummy is so sad that soon she will not need mommy that much anymore. Sobs. The only concern i have is she speaks 80% English and communicating with fellow peers at the playground seems impossible. 

She would say "hey, dont do that!"  when she sees somebody climbing up the slide instead if the stairs. Or "careful" when she thinks its dangerous. Or "dont touch!" When some random kid accidentally touched her to get through. 

I find it amusing. Really.
The other kids look at her like "wth is this kid talking about".

Once i overheard a kid asking the dad "ayah, dia orang apa. Kenapa dia ckp mcmtu".  


Hunger Games

First off, Katniss Everdeen - I think is my new girl crush after Zoey Deschanel. I'm not sure why exactly but probably because she has that warrior figure type and has two guys heads over heels for her. But that Thor guy was just too nice of a guy I think. But anyways, Mockingjay PART 2 was a tick yesterday. Just one word for it all - anti-climax. I was hoping the last montage would be her at the capitol being the president or something. Nonetheless, it's nice to know Peeta and her made it to 2 children. Hunger Games was  something I didn't read through same goes as Twilight. It's very unlikely for me to do so as I normally read through before watching or would have been nice that I catch up with the reading soon after. But I decided NOT to for these two series. But I am in love with the whole idea of The Hunger Games. Really is a metaphor of the world that we live in. The thing that annoys me yesterday was these two teenage girls sitting behind giving commentators relating it to the book that they read. Frigging annoying.

Monday, 23 November 2015


1. Run 4km non-stop
2. Lose 5 kgs. 
3. Come up up with form 3 n 5 English modules
4. Read at least 5 books. 
5. Spring clean. 

Dear Hanis, this js not twitter.

Cos just lying in bed and read till noon. Is just amahzing.